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hello.. my name is nurul jannah.. my life is not complicated but i'm the one who make it complicated.. life is not easy right..??

Sunday, September 18, 2011

everything seems to be ...................

omg.. my newest med checkup has been out.. n its more worst then b4.. hmmm.. hanya mampu berusaha n tawakal..

now.. everything seems to be my last time..
my last raya..
my last MDS..
my last bithday..
my last year..
n my last 4 everything..

ade tefikr nk beli kete baru.. but.. mcm membazir plak.. sape nk pki kete lpas ni.. hmm..

ade terfikir nk wat treatment rambut.. but mcm xperlu plak.. bcoz in short time i have to face another operation..

ade terfikir nk kua ngn kawan2 lame.. tp mcm x patut plak.. sebab.. diorg dh start lupekan kte.. bile kte kua balik ngn diorg.. nnt diorg akan igt semula n susah nk lupe.. (kot..)

ade terfikir nak kua tgk wayang, g psar malam, shopping n everyhting with NANA n AINUL.. but.. kenangan hanya akan menyakitkan mereka di kemudian hari.. hanya dgn ape yg ade pun dh cukup utk x terluahkan perasaan rindu tu.. inikan nk tmbah lg kenangan yg akn selalu tersimpan rapi tu..

ade terfikir nk bermesra2 dgn kawan kelas time degree ni.. tp biarla keadaan mcm sekarang.. kalau rapat sgt pun nnt masalah jgk..

ade jugak terfirkir mcm nk pergi mcm tu je dr hidup org2 yg kte syang.. tp.. msti x patut kan..??

terfikir nk btau semua situasi sebenar.. tp.. semua tu hnya akan menyusahkan org lain..

arghhh.. byknye fikir.. JANNAh.. wake up.. if u struggle to get it.. u will get it..

to all my dears.. NANA.. AINUL.. AZAM.. SHAH.. JIMY.. DEQBANG.. MYRA.. NASRUL.. SHAMIL.. KAK LONG.. KAK NGAH.. KAK SUE.. sorry 4 everything.. serius bukan niat kte xnk bg tau.. tp itu yg terbaik utk korg semua.. silent can sometime become da remedy of the pain..

lot of love,
JANNAH ( ")>

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